Wednesday, May 26, 2004

There were times when thoughts whiz through my mind, whether if I am a failure or not at GCSE. I've already done three GCSE's since the yr11 finished school last Friday. Remembering the night before the next few hours of my PE (physical education) exam, I was so determined of what's going to happen if my results turn out really bad and my parents relied on me and disappointed with my grade results. I cried two night's in a row by believing of my prediction. I prayed and cried out to God about my situation. But no response as my nightmare vision continues to hunt me down.

posted by Kath @ Wednesday, May 26, 2004 0 comments

Monday, May 17, 2004

It has been a long time since I last updated... Recently my relationship with God is slowly getting stronger. I'm spending more time with Him than ever before.

Everytime I go to SNA, there's a lot of freedom in the atmosphere. Also, whenever I play electric guitar for worship, I feel that I am really getting to know myself even better. Playing electric with all of my heart and soul for Him is a great way to express. I know this sounds really ridiculous but that's what I think and feel.

Anyways... enough of me bragging... I have exams coming up really soon and I'm scared to death in the inside but in the other hand, I know everything is going to be all right. Somehow I need at least 4 C's to get a (Yamaha?) semi-acoustic or maybe a (Fender?) electric guitar...

Last week Christina Noble came to SIS. When I first saw her I knew she had a big heart to share. She started off by telling about herself and a little bit of her family history. I wanted to cry so bad... I never knew how much pain she has been through. She told the middle section assembly that she had therapy for 13 years to get over the horrible nightmare. The way she talked towards us was so powerful. She's a powerful person with a big heart, soul and mind. There was a part when she was talking about a dream she had once. A dream that she grabbed a child's hand and she wandered if she ever saved that child.
After the assembly, I wanted to shake Christina Noble's hand... and I did... but ended up getting a hug, a kiss on the cheek, held my hand tightly, took a picture with a few students and her, and then got another hug and kiss on the cheek. I was overwhelmed by Christina. When it came to the last lesson, I still wanted to cry... I couldn't stop until I got to the music room.

Nothing much else to say but I'm getting a feeling that God was behind all this Christina Noble thing(maybe)... Well... Carmen said that and I wander if it was Him... oh yeah... Carmen did a testimony about Christina Noble at SNA. God is awesome! Well... g2g Ciao!

PS: I'm getting a feeling I'm not making any sense at all...

posted by Kath @ Monday, May 17, 2004 0 comments

Monday, May 03, 2004

It's back to updating my wonderful blogger! Well... it has been a very long time since I last updated... Exams are coming up! School is almost over for me! Dinner dance is coming up aswell... man... a lot of things happening... busybusybusy...

School is almost over and God has helped me survive through 2 years of GCSE. Have been struggling my way through it and survived it. I'm glad that GCSE is almost over... but A levels will be coming up when I get to yr12. I know the Lord is going to help me through A levels... like He did and still does for me in GCSE.

Last Saturday was the start of a new series calledI AM.Started off with I AM: A Worshipper. It was a really good topic and it really made me think about it deeper. Tom's (Read) talk was amazing. Even my friend from school, went to SNA for the first time and thought his talk was amazing too. She kept on talking about it to me, so it was really great of my friend saying that. I think all that worrying she had about SNA earlier on was something that she shouldn't have worried about it in the first place... oh well... anyways...

Oh yeah... played electric for worship and it was great!!!!! I loved it! Even though I kind of messed up in some parts and jumped around a little bit it was ok... still happy. Doesn't matter as long as God loves for what I do and as long as I play electric for Him. anyways...

*sigh* Sad that Janice had to go to shanghai (I think) to work... for 5 weeks...

Ciao!

(btw; Tom (R) If you ever read this just to let you know that was a great talk last Saturday!)

rAnDoMnEsS

posted by Kath @ Monday, May 03, 2004 0 comments