Friday, August 06, 2004

My Journey so far...

Everyday, most of the time the hours rush through the day with our minds focusing on depending what we do during the day. Sometimes the days seems slow but our minds trick us and never realizes when the sun light dims at the end of the day. Well... for me, the days of the summer are fading fast. School starts in 3 weeks - I have to collect my GCSE results on the 26th of this month and I can't face the fact that as soon as I collect my results, I'll burst into tears whether I am filled with joy or desperate for comfort. One thing for sure is if I didn't pass any of my GCSE subjects then I know God is going to help me through and take away the pain and the tears. I know God has blessed me so much for the last few months but... for some odd feeling it's different. Parts of me is drowning with loneliness and I can't seem to take it anymore and I'm losing myself. God is still lifting me up. It's like walking up a hill and then you stumble down and then walking up again. I'm still standing strong. anyway... Here's a song that kind of represents about everything now...

Tim Hughes
When the Tears Fall

I've had questions, without answers
I've known sorrow, I have known pain
but theres one thing, that I'll cling to
you are faithful, Jesus your true

when hope is lost, I'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, I'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

in the lone hour, of my sorrow
through the darkest night of my soul
you surround me, and sustain me
my defender, forever more

when hope is lost, I'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, I'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I will praise you, I will praise you
when the tears fall, still I will sing to you
I will praise you, Jesus praise you
Through the suffering still I will sing

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